Lips · of · an · Angel

So, I just go back from going with my mom to her doctors appointment about her arm.

Yet again nothing. I wish someone could tell us what the hell is going on with it!!
It's driving me nuts not knowing. I mean it's my mommy she's like my best friend and I know this bothers her and I wish I could do something to help her with it!!!

It sucks!

On a happier note, I get to see Tyson today! Yay!

I know many of you have heard me oohh and aaahh over this guy and that. But I gotta say, this is it. This is the real thing. I have never felt so strongly about someone before. He is definately my better half. He makes me smile just by being there.

So many things about him make him just so amazing and wonderful. I can't even begin to describe how amazing he is LOL.

I figured I would update a lil bit.

Things have been going well. I was going thru some crap for awhile but it is now good.

I've been at CVS for a year now. Been living in Portage for just about the same.

I was off today and just relaxed most of the day. I know I should have been cleaning my room but I was tired and wanted to sleep LOL

I miss all my friends over by where I used to live. I sadly don't get to see them often if at all.

I do try to keep in touch tho!!

Yay!!!

Things with Tyson are going amazingly. I miss him bunches as I haven't seen him for 2 days LOL. I will get to see him tomorrow tho so yay!!

Speaking of Tyson, he actually made an LJ today and left me a message to add him.

Well, that is about all that I know of that is going on!

Hugs!

You followed me out of the club that night. You thought me unsuspecting, but I knew you were there, knew you had a goal. My life, you assumed, was worthless, but it wasn't. At that point in my life I had a mission, a mission to exterminate all of your kind.

I led you, like the innocent prey you thought I was, to what you thought was my house. Walking through the streets I led you to the old abandoned cathedral. I led you through the back, and once inside you stopped. You took in your surroundings as a small smile played at my lips, and in that moment I knew you figured out what I had done. The hunter was now the hunted.

I sensed your confusion and it was mixed with fear. I laughed softly and turned around. The laughter ended there when I looked into your eyes. The most beautiful eyes I had ever seen. Deep, full of emotion and a grey the color of stormy skies. I let my gaze travel from your eyes down, taking in each beautiful feature. Strong features, screaming of masculinity, except for your lips. Your lips were, and still are beautiful, full and kissable. They curved into a smile letting me know that you knew that you had won after all.

You knew I led you hear for a reason, just how I knew you followed me for a reason. Although, in the beginning, our reasons differed they were now the same. And all because I was brave enough to look into your eyes. You felt the change take place. I knew you did by the small step back that you took, unintended. I took a step towards you before I had even realized I was doing it.

I looked into your eyes again for some sort of answer and I found it there. I closed the distance between us and press my lips to yours. I felt the soft brush of fang on my bottom lip and your soft intake of breath, when you realized that my intentions had changed. In that moment I no longer wanted to kill you and add another notch on my sword.

For the past five years, I had promised myself I would avenge my family's death. They had been killed by someone of your kind, I never found out who, and I still don't know who, because the moment I kissed you it seemed to no longer matter. I pulled back and looked into your face. The suprise was registered there and you took me in your arms, burying your face in my hair.

I turned then, in your arms and let you hold me while, with trust that was newly gained, offering you my neck. Letting a vampire feed off of me was something I had promised myself I would never do. But for some reason in that moment I wanted you to mark me, to make me yours. Because I knew that I could never go back from this moment, otherwise you would be lost to me forever. After losing my family, I swore to myself that I would never let anyone I loved leave me again. I promised myself in that moment that I would be yours forever.

yaya so i'm back online i got the internet this morning...god how i've missed it. i'm currently downloading my messengers again so i'll be back online to chat :-) things are going well...i'm working at cvs still..i broke up with boojie...i just wasn't feelin it anymore...i still care about him...we're still friends which works out well...i moved in with ashley and brandon...it's a blast!!
i've been up all night so i'm pretty tired...watched movies and played some games...man how i've missed the net lol...
I need to catch up on everything lol..well i'm outta here for now!

Songs that start with R

1-RUnaway Love- LUdacris
2- Runaround Sue-IDK some oldies song
3-Rosegarden Funeral of Sores-The Bauhaus
4- Ready to Run-Dixie Chicks
5-Round and Round and Round-The Cure
6-Rock N Roll Suicide-David Bowie
7-Red ReD Wine- UB40
8-Roxanne-The Police
9-Rock N Roll Dreams Come Through-MEatLoaf
10-Rappers Delight- Grand Master something or other LMAO

Yeah so if you want a letter just leave me a comment :)

Could you not see Ryan as Ozzy?! haha

lj user="Bldykissz">'s Halloween party:

_lovecat dressed as Tipper Gore.
amyleefanatic dressed as a eagle.
animalofhate dressed as a new superhero: White Guardian.
arrmaitee dressed as a goblin.
badunka_dunk dressed as someone called "Regina Leong", but you've never heard of them before.
bodysnatchers dressed as the Vicount of Zidobilkole.
boojie_30 gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as the Brown Power Ranger.
cheekie_lo dressed as the main character of "Trainspotting".
exhausted_soul dressed as a 1970's disco child.
ging3r_vitis dressed as Sophie Marceau riding a camel.
gryffindorkylie dressed as Nora Roberts.
infantryryan dressed as Ozzy Osbourne.
justamazing dressed as a bottle of Genavur.
konniemacian dressed as a tailor.
kooltkatt101 dressed as a third baseman for the White Sox.
nebulaean dressed as Al Pacino.
phuknut dressed as a cigar.
schmoo dressed as a vampire, though it looked more like a second baseman for the Mariners.
shimaspawn dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Cheeseball Monkeyhonker".
zerophoenix dressed as Daniela Pestova.

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A lil bored so i took some quizzes here's my results...

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	eternal
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Your attractive to guys! As you are being yourself
and trying not to hard, guys actually dig you!

goth ur goth u like to be by ur self in ur room or
wit ur friends most likely gettin high or
sumthin u shouldnt do u dont give a care wat
people think bout ur self and ur attitude. u
hate the world and the government


wat r u?(goth, skater/punk, nerd, or prep)
brought to you by Quizilla

Your first kiss will be very romantic. Hope this
picture will be good enough to symbolize that.
You really just want to love and to be loved in
return.

You have a passionate relationship. You two are
inseparable, what you practically do most of
your time together is make out. (me- do even
breath??) You two don't really care what others
think as long as your together, it's as if you
can't live with out the others touch. (me-No
that's not Inuyasha and kagome!! what are you
talking about!! jeez...)

You are a moaner. You are usually found on the
bottom, where you like it. Your voice is
usually confined to your room.

start 1:04pm

1. i'm a huge cure fan
2. i still love bobby
3. i'm a secret hanson fan..damn not so secret anymore eh?
4. i have 3 dogs
5. i hate teh way i look
6. i smell like outside cuz i took a walk to target
7. i miss being held every night
8. i had a crush on alex for months
9. this is a lot harder htan i thought
10. i'm going back to shcool in january to be an eglish teacher
11. i secretly love ddr
12. i'm obsessed with reading
13. i love meatloaf..I|(the singer not the food)
14. i could eat sushi everyday if i had the opportunity
15. i pee a lot thruout the day
16. when i lived with bobby i lost touch with all my friends and i wish that i didn't
17. i feel alone all the time even when i am with friends
18. i have never contemplated suicide tho there have been times i wished i was dead
19. i like to color in coloring books
20. i have to go pee rite now...

finsih 1:09 pm

tagging
Tatianna(my mom)
iamfester
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ric

You're an 80's kid if:
[x]1. You ever ended a sentence w/ the word "SIKE"
[X]2. You watched Pound Puppies
[X]3. You can sing the rap to "Fresh Prince of Bel Air"
[x]4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
[]5. You yearned to be a member of the babysitters club and tried to start one of your own.
[x]6. You owned those lil Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
[X]7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on "Blossom"
[x]8. Two words: M.C.Hammer
[X]9. If you ever watched Fraggle Rock
[]10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
[X]11. You can sing the entire theme song to "DuckTales" (not the whole song but i know it)
[X]12. It was actually worth getting up on Sat morning to watch cartoons
[x]13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head
[X]14. You saw "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen
[x]15. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class.
[x]16. You had a clip that held your shirt in a knot at the side
[x]17. You played the game MASH (Mansion, Apartment,Shelter, House)
[]18. You wore a Jordache jean jacket and you were proud of it
[X]19. L.A. Gear... need I say more
[x]20. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in kindergarten
[x]21. You remember all of the Ramona books
[X]22. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF"
[]23. You wanted to be a Goonie
[x]24. You ever wore fluorescent clothing (some head to toe)
[X]25. You can remember what Michael Jackson REALLY looked like
[X]26. You ever wondered why Smufette was the only female smurf
[X]27. You took lunch pals to school
[X]28. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets
[]29. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence
[]30. Barbie and the Rockers were your fav band
[x]31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up
[x]32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave you b/c you exchanged friendship bracelets
[x]33. You ever owned a pair of jelly shoes and probably in neon colors
[X]34. After Pee-Wee's Big Adventures you kept saying "I know you are but what am I" Hell I still say it
[X]35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"
[X]36. You remember skating before inline skates (that's the only way i can skate)
[x]37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip-n-slide
[x]38. You had a Skip-it
[x]39. You had or attended a b-day party at Mc Donalds
[X]40. You've gone thru this nodding your head in agreement
[X]41. "Don't worry, Be happy!!"
[]42. You wore like 8 pair of socks over tights w/high top reeboks
[X]43. You wore socks scrunched down
[X]44. "Miss MARY MACK MACK MACK all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK"
[x]45. Boom boxes vs. Cd players
[X]46. Both Gremlin movies
[X]47. "CARE BEAR STARE!!!"
[X]48. You remember Rainbow Bright and My Lil PonyTales
[]49. You thought Doogie Howser was hot!
[X]50. Alf, the furry brown alien from Melmac
[x]51. New Kids On the Block when they were cool
[X]52. Knew all the characters and there life stories on the ORIGINAL Saved by the Bell
[x]53. Know all the words to Bon Jovi- SHOT THRU THE HEART (not all of them but most)
[X]54. You just sang it to yourself
[x]55. You remember when Mullets were cool
[]56. You tight rolled your pants
[x]57. You owned a banana clip!